HARBINGER
Outside In
layers of concrete lie between me and my love staring back how will
she ever know so many times the horror and ecstacy i remain cold
taken back by her warming glow from my childhood I've dreamed to feel her
close a total merging almost to liquid form I can only hope when we join she
feels the same the fusion of our very souls I look to the sky's and all I see is
neon my mind drifts holding tight the afterglow pollution clouds reflecting only
neon lighting the night and pulling my future close pulled apart the passion
of energy sexual heat of fission quickly comes over me is she still there lost
in her reaction world burning inside with structure splitting at every seam I
struggle now hard to control reactions reason slipping counting down to
zero time when we go together we'll always be energy's growing pulling
us tight we're almost one now take to full extremes i fee her there burning
like a thousand suns all my life she's been with me my greatest fear and
my greatest hope
SUBJECT
growing up in the 80's I was very scared of being blown to hell by a nuclear war, and at the same time discovering sexuality. weird combination. but it lead to destruction by atomic power and sex and love being lumped into the same mental category for me. That's what this is about, a "love song for an atomic death".